My site...

Well today my friend helped me get control of danasdirt.com back. I now have the domain back in my power so nothing will be done to it right now. I am hoping to have it up and running again soon. My dirt blog still exists, I just can't figure out how to post it since it was all connected to danasdirt.com. The domain is in my control, it's locked, I just don't have any money to pay for hosting it right now. It will be back sooner rather than later. I also can not post pictures until I have hosting space as blogger itself does not do pictures.

One of the first things I hope to do when I get to my dad's is find out how to get some advertisers for my site. I know the woman I am staying with has made money off websites before so I am going to ask her for advice. I also know that a lot of the gossip blogs I look at have google ads on them. I am pretty sure I get enough hits to at least make a little bit of money, and since it's something I enjoy doing and something I've already started, I'm going to get moving on that right away.

I want to say that I appreciate everone's concern and all of your emails and support. TK is going to meet Kyla and me at the airport in the morning to say goodbye. We have been emailing back and forth and we have both decided to keep all of this off of our blogs.

I do want to say a few more things... I feel that we have just become so used to living our lives so publicly that we got to a point where NOTHING was sacred. Our real lives have become a soap opera to many people and while I appreciate the support of those who care, I can imagine a lot of people think "why are they hashing this all out here." I'll be totally honest, I think it has hurt us. Very rarely were we able to resolve problems between the two of us. Things became web wars and it's been very immature and probably led to this. It started out with us first revealing our little secret scandalous relationship on the air... to going through the drama of cheating, to my pregnancy, to my losing my job, to our move, to this... and up until now people really haven't said much to us. But over the last few days we've both had friends tell us "you're better than this."

So I didn't want to just drop all of it without saying anything. I just really need to keep this to myself and stop being so vocally angry. All the times I went off about him or about other things on my blog, I probably should have called a friend to talk. I realize more and more now that I really do have true friends.

So thank you for reading. I will let you know how we are doing and share pictures of Kyla because I know everyone enjoys seeing her grow... but I really need to stop putting every detail of my life out there for everyone to see. I sit here now realizing how damaging it has been.

But don't think for a minute I won't continue to trash celebrities LOL.

Dana