Copy and Paste...
OK since SO MANY people have been emailing me through MySpace asking for access to the private blog I'll give you a little taste of what's inside...
NOTHING SPECIAL!
Really... nothing much. I just once in a while use that as a place to vent... there are honestly not that many people who have access to it, and I've had to ban some people from it... and I have a feeling there might be one or two people who do talk about what's in there so I don't share all that much anyway.
At this point I've realized the best thing to do when I have something really personal to talk about - I should call a friend! I don't need to share all this stuff with the world... but I keep the blogs going with other random stuff just for fun. The really deep, the really private, the issues, or anything I might say that could and will be used against me - I keep to myself for the most part.
Here's what I posted there today - so you know you're not missing much!
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A morning of TLC...
Yeah like as if I got some Tender Loving Care...
I watched those silly TLC shows all morning. Perfect Proposal, Second Chance, Makeover Story... GREAT FUN!
But that show Second Chance made me want to do something REALLY bad... that I can't do... it has NOTHING to do with any previous relationship, but it made me think of someone I care about a lot and wonder if I should reveal my feelings... but I won't. I can't. Not now anyway... I have too much going on, I'd rather NOT face the rejection...
I am about to go lay out for a while. Yesterday was very tiring... and today I have a meeting at work at 4:30 so I might as well get some time with the sun.
Allow me to brag a bit - I've lost a LOT of weight over the last few months... like without even really trying. I think the combination of stress, being REALLY busy, not having much money to spend on food, and living out of my car/a hotel without constant snacks at my disposal, snorting coke, purging, and running 30 miles a day on the treadmill... I've just not been pigging out like I used to...
My arse is still bigger than it used to be, but my tummy has slimmed down a lot and I finally feel good about myself physically... getting a tan doesn't hurt either!
Oh I was kidding about the snorting, purging, and running... but everything else is true. I just figured it would be funny to toss that shit in there to catch you off guard.
OK enough of that... I'm loving life... just miss my baby girl. I talked to her this morning. I just have to keep my emotions about the whole thing in check because if I even allowed myself to go there I'd be a mess... and right now is a time for being TOGETHER and moving forward.
Later!
Me
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There it is... Peace!
Posted with love by D*ana @ 12:27 PM
3 Comments:
There may be a few peeps out there who may not believe that, that is what she posted. I will attest for her. She didn't delete a word! Dana, you are the best... seriously, you need to seek management at ticfm to stream!
Yeah I was wondering about where Kyla was while you were staying in a hotel because I didn't see you mention any complaints about it. Last year when we had the hurricane's here in Brandon I had to stay in a hotel for two days and getting my kids to sleep was a nightmare. So just curious where is Kyla? I imagine she is staying with your family in Boston right? Ok well I am glad you are doing so well, and I am envious of your weight loss because I seemed to have done just the opposite. See when I am stressed out.. I eat. I also eat when I am happy, sad, want to celebrate,etc. I wish I was one of those who could not eat when I am upset or whatever. Well anyway, good for you. You do look great.
Luckily I have avoided the hotel thing as much as humanly possible with my kids. Once when BJ was 1 we had a hotel room for a night when we were moving, all b/c our dog was too big for my mom's small ass apt! Then we had a little hotel room in Maryland when hubby came to get us from up north. It wasn't too bad, but I couldn't do it for more than a few days. Hope all goes well with you guys! Yeah, and you arse is the hardest thing to get rid of after kids!
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