Hi!

So today we went and looked at another day care for Kyla... this one was SOOOOO NICE!!! The one we went to on Tuesday was OK, but I just didn't get a real happy feeling about it... It was up to standards, etc... but neither my stepmother nor myself felt good about it.

The one we saw today was REALLY nice... it's very new, VERY clean, all the kids looked completely happy, the staff was really nice and professional, etc... I am actually EXCITED for her to go. She needs to be around other kids... she was smiling at the other children it was so sweet!!

The difficult thing is how much it costs... But I'll figure that out...

Gotta run.

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TV Land

That's what I feel like I live in sometimes...

Did you see Brooke Shields on Oprah or The Insider tonight??? OH MY GOD. She had PPD real bad... I feel bad for her... I had some issues but never like that. I mean she admits she thought about hurting her baby!!!

I am so tired I need to go to sleep... I just did the dirt site for a while, swore I'd go to bed before 11, and I HAVE TO. I've been in a daze for days. Haha...

:)

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A craving for beer.

All of a sudden I just wish I had a beer in my hand. A nice cold bottle of Bud Light or something. No reason, it would just be nice.

The summer is coming. I need to get my hair done so very badly. It's been a while since I went to get it done. Last time I went dark, but i want to go light again for the summer. Oh, and just a side note since EVERYONE has been freaking about Britney coloring her hair - it's OK while you are pregnant.

Anyway, I want to get my hair cut and colored... It's expensive but my hair is a big ratty rooty mop... we'll see.

Tomorrow I have a ton of errands to run... gotta get a few things in the mail at the post office, do some mother's day shopping, so I hope it's a nice day.

We went to look at a day care for Kyla today... it wasn't bad... Just a little freaky for me. More on that when I am not so tired.

She didn't sleep well AGAIN last night... I don't know if it's teeth, late night hunger, night terrors, or what but she was screeching!! It's really exhausting but I end up staying up late because this is the only time I have to unwind by myself.

Ugh, I wish I had something witty for you but I don't. As soon as I lay down to go to sleep I'll come up with something to write about LOL.

Peace out homies.

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My Blog Sings Clay Aiken Songs.

Like.... If I was INVISIBLE, then it wouldn't matter that I don't have a name...

Poor, poor, blog. I always thought it was horrible how some parents just can't think of a name for their child so it has to be like "Baby Jones" for 6 days... That sucks. I feel for my blog right now. And shit, after having 9 months - ok, maybe only 7 months because for the first 2 you might not know you're pregnant - so after SEVEN MONTHS to mull over the name you haven't decided yet?? Seriously. Talk about procrastination.

I'm in a funk. I think it's because I was just sitting here a few minutes ago and one of the little handles on the dresser behind me just randomly made a big "clank" noise... like as if the little metal handle thing was pushed up and suddenly fell back to the proper position - but nothing made it move. That creeped me out.

I had some chocolate oreo pudding earlier. Pudding snack cups are only slightly bigger than those little things they use to give you free samples in at Costco. Can someone PLEASE start making chocolate pudding in a QUART or PINT so that I can eat more than a serving at a time? Let's do it the way they do ice cream... so that I scoop out as much as I want to overindulge in at a time, THANKS!

Of course I could eat 2 of them to satisfy my craving but then I'd just feel like a big hog for eating two. Damn this whole portion control crap. I'm hungry.

I must also say that looking at pictures of Kevin Federline getting Starbucks yummies every day is getting to me too. Those freaking things are so good. I hate Starbucks regular hot coffee, it's like drinking liquid charcoal or something, but their mochalattidatties are SO DELICIOUS.

You know what else I got a craving for, and I HATE THIS because I got the craving from a POP UP... but Chili's chicken fingers. They have good chicken fingers. I haven't been to Chili's since Tampa!! Not because I like intentionally boycotted or anything, I just haven't been to one.

While we're on the subject of food, what is it about restaurant eggs? Like, I LOVE Denny's, Bickford's, IHOP, their eggs are awesome... there's like a weird scrambled creaminess to them that I just can not for the life of me acheive at home. I try not overcooking them, I try adding a little water or a little milk, but no!!! They don't come out bad... but they don't have that restaurant-y consistency and taste.

Ugh, now I'm craving some hash browns. I go back and forth between enjoying the big McDonald's ones or the little Burger King ones.

OK, now I am really making myself and everyone else hungry!!!

I need to go to bed but I have sleep issues. I'm gonna try though.

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This Neglected Journal.

As opposed to "This Old House"... anyway... this journal needs some serious attention. It needs a name, a new graphic, some interesting updates. I am so sorry I've been so neglectful.

I've been working on the dirt site so much and I just haven't had much to say on this blog... Or I think of things and then they fall out of my head when it comes time to write!!!

I am sorry... more will come soon.

How nuts is this... I love looking at my webstats for the dirt site just to see where people are SLACKING OFF AT WORK LOL... Here are some of the companies that need to keep their employees in check!! What's scary is the number of GOVERNMENT OFFICIALS that check it LMAO!!

Urban Outfitters
Deloitte & Touche
Department Of Veterans Affairs
City Of Austin Electric Utility Department
Oregon State System Of Higher Education
Paramount Pictures
Donna Karen New York
J. Crew
Federal Aviation Administration
Citadel
Viacom
The United States Centers For Disease Control
Los Alamos National Laboratory

Those are just a few... It's just interesting. And OF COURSE I AM KIDDING about slacking off, I love that so many people dig the site!!! The best is the FAA though, that threw me off!!

Well, I have some big decisions to make and I guess maybe that's why I haven't posted much personal stuff to this blog. As you know I tend to spew... and rather than risking divulging too much, I just keep quite. I think I'm going to work on doing more posts like the baby poop story (though I really hope there isn't another one for a LONG time) and the Wiggles thing, etc. because that seems to be the most fun... It just requires me to be in the right mindset and I haven't been lately. Things are good - I just don't know which way to go now!!! At least I have options!!

If you miss me on the radio (for the Tampa peeps) click here for some old stuff and my show in Boston this weekend... I'm going to start uploading some MP3s on a regular basis now.

:)

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Ding Dong Ditch

Who does this?

I just got home from work, I am sitting at the computer, it's nearly 2am... everyone else is asleep... and THE DOORBELL RINGS!!!

I jumped... woke my dad up... he checked the house, inside and out... and went back to bed... "Probably just kids"...

So of course I'm all freaked out, and thinking irrationally because if whoever it was intended on breaking into the house, the last thing they'd do is RING THE BELL to let us know they were here LOL.

Still freaky. Now I'm wide awake. This sucks.

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